never again.

all you had to do.
was to say you're sorry.
and mean it.
but you'll never have my love.
never again.

this justin timberlake song. never fails to make me cry. i don't know why. but it just brings out so much of memories.
just apologise and everything else will be forgiven. but what if you let yourself down? and apologise to yourself. will it count? will you be able to forgive yourself when the time comes?
forgive yourself. for everything you think you have done wrong to yourself before you start forgiving others. it works that way.
everything starts from you. like how you begin to love yourself before you strat loving other people. you should have done that a long time ago nessa. cause if you did. you wouldn't be in this mess.

chin up nessa.
you know you can do this.

i'll still be here.
and be your pillar of strength if you need me.
even though you can't be mine anymore.
like what i told you.
like what you always told me.
there will always be people for you.
i still love you.